Future plans
While I'm learning on my own to live without Ella, I thought I'd tell you a little about my plans going forward. I've known for a long time that I won't make it …
Month: June 2019
Grief work, day 2
First, I just want to say that I have read your comments, you who posted on Facebook. I haven't answered, because I have nothing to say. I'm completely empty. …
First day without
It has been more than a day since Ella had to fall asleep for the last time. Permanent. I myself have a horse job in front of me. To learn to live with the silence and …
I don't have a dog
A few hours ago I had a dog. Now I no longer have a dog. After the severe deterioration of the past six months, I have let the Armed Forces' Ella move on.
To be strong for someone else
This post is probably going to get more personal than I really want on this blog, but it will be as it will be. As you probably know …