Me and Ella
I mostly share memories and various memes on Facebook. It often happens, for obvious reasons, up pictures of Ella (and Boyo, numer). Some pictures are like a punch in …
Category: The old dog
Two years without Ella
Two years ago, pretty exactly at the minute, I sat on the floor of the vet with Ella in my arms. She first got a syringe, Then one more. It took …
12 years with Ella
Today – or yesterday, if you want to be fussy with the minutes, is it on the day 12 years ago me and one of my best friends went to Örebro working dog club for …
Ella's 12th birthday
I still can't believe she's not here with me. In three months I will have been without her for two years. Two whole years. Today she would have …
One year without Ella
A year ago. A year ago she was still here, I have written before that you adapt fairly quickly to new circumstances. With only hours left until it was time, but she was here with me. I could …
Ella's bad weekend
There are still things left that haven't been a year ago, since I lost Ella. Right now, the days before my birthday, it's exactly one year ago …
Ella's birthday
Ella would have turned eleven today. First birthday without her here. I myself cry crocodile tears and miss her so much that my heart breaks. It is also, on the date, nio …
A little reprogramming
There will be some re-planning the upcoming week. In fact, it feels pretty good, even if it is different from what I had expected. But it gives …
Six months without Ella
Yesterday it was six months ago, I lost my Ella. Six months without her presence. Six months to get used to living without her absurd energy and joie de vivre. I …
As a pingpongboll
It felt tricky to publish my last post, because I spent the night today (and most of today) to be sad. It kind of comes over me with certain …