His tag
It's been such a long time since I blogged here. Again. There are of course reasons for that. For example, that I started to build my life around my biggest passion – photography. …
Tag: grief
Me and Ella
I mostly share memories and various memes on Facebook. It often happens, for obvious reasons, up pictures of Ella (and Boyo, numer). Some pictures are like a punch in …
Two years without Ella
Two years ago, pretty exactly at the minute, I sat on the floor of the vet with Ella in my arms. She first got a syringe, Then one more. It took …
12 years with Ella
Today – or yesterday, if you want to be fussy with the minutes, is it on the day 12 years ago me and one of my best friends went to Örebro working dog club for …
Ella's 12th birthday
I still can't believe she's not here with me. In three months I will have been without her for two years. Two whole years. Today she would have …
One year without Ella
A year ago. A year ago she was still here, I have written before that you adapt fairly quickly to new circumstances. With only hours left until it was time, but she was here with me. I could …
My bad sides
In recent days, I have had reason to think about what bad sides I have, when it comes to how I handle the dogs in my life. That's how it starts …
Ella and Boyo
It's just as good that I admit it at once. I have incredibly hard to let go of Ella. She is constantly being. I measure strength and …
Ella's bad weekend
There are still things left that haven't been a year ago, since I lost Ella. Right now, the days before my birthday, it's exactly one year ago …
Ella's birthday
Ella would have turned eleven today. First birthday without her here. I myself cry crocodile tears and miss her so much that my heart breaks. It is also, on the date, nio …